adderal_freak

August 27th, 2004

11:58 pm

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this is funny cuz it is

What do people really think about you? by Raven319
Name
Age
favorite song
Parents think	You're too sensitive
Strangers think	You have bigger boobs than Pam
Friends think	You need a fuck buddy

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how can it be so randomly accurate??

August 18th, 2004

11:38 am

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home sweet home
im home, for 3 days then i go back. this was perfect timing because monday night was the worst night of my life. yeah.

im a bad updater. im lazy

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Current Music: ER

August 10th, 2004

02:03 pm

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ok about honduras
its so hard to explain how amazing my trip was by just writing. but it was the best experience of my life. it started saturday july 31st and that was a 25 hour day with NO sleep! after sooooo much traveling we arrived in San Juan, Honduras at like 11 in the POURING rain and lightening. there were about two inches of mud everywhere you went then we had to walk to our "home" which was really a cleaned out chicken coop with no walls, just tarps. the bugs were INSANE. ants infested everything and there were mosquitos everywhere. Then we all wanted to go to the bathroom and brush our teeth and pee, but tehre is no running water and the toilets dont have automatic flushers, you just take a bucket and pour the water down the drain. And there was only one of those. no shower. a bucket of water, and a little bucket to cover yourself in water. and keep in mind that you cant drink the water in honduras, so that was a nice added bonus, if you dont shower right you will have diahreah for 3 days!

so those were the conditions. then monday we started actually working, i stayed at the place and helped prepare for vacation bible school. they told us to prepare for like 80 kids but we had never had that many any other years so we thought it would be more like 50 or so, but little did we konw that over 140 kids would show up the first day. and that was a NIGHTMARE! how do you tell a 5 year old girl that she cant make a cross because there are no more supplies when you dont speak spanish and she doesnt speak english? it was terrible! but i made a neckalce for this boy and he loved it and showed it off to all his friends. then in the middle of VBS it started pouring so all 150 kids came into one room (that was smaller than the meeting room, probably half the size) and it was the most chaotic experience of my life.

for the next three days i worked out on the moutain. there we built 2 ft deep and 1 ft wide straight trenches down a hill, close to a mile distance. this was gtoing to provide Los Ranchos with water. before that they would have to walk miles to the well in the town (which consisted of ONE store that sold some food and mostly soda, and was also smaller than the meeting room)and they had to pump the water into buckets and carry it back to their home. other people in our group carried five gallon jugs of water up the hill to the sistrine to fill it, but the water would just evaporate by the end of the day from the heat and there was no roof on it. we didnt finish our project, they still have a lot more to do, but we paid for the supplies and started it so it should help them a lot.

ok you are all probably bored from that long explaination of my trip. but i just thought i should fill you in on what i was doing in honduras for 10 days.

im going to maine today at five and im not sure if i'll have a computer there or not... i guess you will find out. i love you allllll.

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02:54 am

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IM HOME!!
i just got back from honduras like 2 hours ago!!! i'm exausted so i will write about it tomorrow. but basically it was amazing, which confuses me why i feel the most depressed that i have felt in a while. i confuse myself so much. why do i do this? and why cant i help it?? i need help

Current Mood: confused

July 30th, 2004

10:15 pm

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a sigh of relief
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (sigh)

i FINALLY finished packing! i have a HUGE suitcase for honduras (bible included) and an even bigger one for maine! i think allll my clothes are packed-literally! But im very excited. i'll have to wake up in a little less than 4 hours to get ready for honduras! wow. im gonna be muyyyyy tired.

im really glad that im going to a foreign country for 10 days that is thousands of miles away from my mother. we really really dont get along. we can bond for like a minute then shes back to nagging and critisizing me! she doesnt understand me at all. shes constantly says "i dont like your tone" or "uhhh can you rephrase that" when she alllllways talks to people like they are retarted. i dont think she realizes how she belittles people when she talks to them. like even her peers! idn maybe im just hearing things. but i would never have a friend like her. she is also very excited for me to be gone. haha.

well i have to get SOME sleep before tomorrow!

i will miss updating my LJ and reading everyone elses. i love you all and i will miss you!

hasta luego (yeah spanish)

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Current Music: guster

12:22 pm

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my undiagnosed ADD is taking over
right now i have about 100 things that i should be doing, and of course im not doing any of them, because i get sooo distracted. I originally was being good and packing clothes for honduras AND maine, but then i starting trying them on and using my sisters full length mirror, so i went down there, spotted a magazine and read that for like 1/2 an hour. then i went upstairs and decided i needed a coffee break, and now here i am. oh and heres mommy, better go!!

Current Mood: busy
Current Music: hilary duff- fly (NEW SONG!!!)

July 29th, 2004

11:15 pm

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DO IT!!!
just got back from staffys house where i had a nice time with some of mis amigas. we watched starsky and hutch, which is a hilarious movie! i liked it mucho mucho. im really sad though cuz im not going to see stafford until practically november becuse she is going to boarding school. sad face. im gonna miss that girl, we have been friends since 2nd grade.

its really amazing how close you can get with people that you live with. like people that i have only known for three summers i feel like i have known like the longest out of my friends, cuz im with them 24/7 and i stillll like them. i love camp friends more than anyone!!

today i learned that i might not have a shower in honduras, i may just have a bucket! thats worse than camp!!! i would soooo take senior showers, even a bad shower over a bucket!! how do you clean with a bucket, thats wayyy unsanitary. but right now i am realizing how dumb i sound because the people that i am staying with always have to use a bucket, so i have to be grateful that i always have a hot powerful shower. i can deal for 10 days. i really hope this trip changes me, i need to be a little less idn the word, but like greenwichy if you know what i mean. you probably dont. idnnnn im confusing myself

i cant wait to go to maine. there is such a hot lifeguard there. and hes not just hot, hes perfect. hes the nicest guy ever!! hes so down to earth, and adventerous, he spent a semester in patagonia rock climbing and kayaking and backpacking, and hes sporty and not too tall and sooooooo cute! except hes 20. haha. not toooooo old. i have to wait 3 years but it would be worth it. i love chris!!! wow im getting happy thinking about him! thats sad, considering he has a girlfriend, and yeah. its sad.

now im sad

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Current Music: counting crows

11:47 am

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i hate it when things dont work
so i just talked to nik and im soooooo sad that ALM karen and jan arent coming to easton. car troubles. i was really excited to have a camp get together already. tear tear.

yesturday was a supurb day though! i got my eyelashes dyed, then kira came over and i showed her all 6 cameras of pics! they are all soooo cute! and i hope i can get them online soon, but i have to learn how first. thennnn linnerly came over and the poor girls had to tag along to my honduras meeting, which thankfully was right near the ave. then finalllyyyyy we went to dinner with dylan and staff too! so it was a good time and i got to see some of my friends!! i miss my friends so much! i have barely seen anyone! but hopefully since im not doing anything today i can catch up with them more.

im really nervous for honduras. like reallllllllllly. and im not nervous about like getting diseases or having a language barrier or anything like that, im worried that i wont have friends! that is probably one of my biggest fears in life, i have no idea why! but i cant go anywhere without people, like even the trash can during lunch. its pothetic, and i have tried to get over it but i never can. i think its a confidnece issue. so everyone pray that i will find a friend on my trip! oh and my sister has banned me from hooking up with any boys because "it will give the clark girls a bad reputation) when sheeeeee hooked up with someone last year. ugh i hate being younger! hah. i'll live i guess, but its not all the time that an oppertunity comes around.

ok time to get off the comp before madre slaughtters me.

Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: i dont really listen to music when im on the computer

July 27th, 2004

10:10 pm

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oh no... camp drama
wow so i JUST talked to nasha! i cannot believe what happened to the girls! that is terrible!!! i know its illegal to steal, but thats like extreme measures! i cant believe they took away everything! i feel terrible for them! i hope everything works out!

i got my pictures developed today! they are sooo cute! haha my dad tried to see my DLDC (dont let dad see except im a retard so i wrote C instead of S on the camera) but thankfully i got them away from him. haha. the skank night pics are in there! i love those! good night KLR and ALM haha. i love it. hopefully i will get to see karen and anna-lisse and jan on thursday cuz nicole has invited me to come to easton to chillllll. so i HOPE that will work out!

right now i am watching newlyweds, and i decided that jessica simpson has the PERFECT body and she is just so beautiful and pefect. i wishhhhhhhh i could be like her! haha. but for now, i am just me. omg today i found out that my mom is planning on spending thousands of dollars on her face. yup shes getting plastic surgery!! 3!! omg she is sooooooooooo greenwichy i cant stand it!!!! grrr. i cant go shopping, but she can fix her natural wrinkles for $6000 dollars. yeah thats fair alright!

ok tomorrow i am going to email EVERYONE at camp! i hope! haha. i have been sooo lazy!!!

Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: amber- 311 (yeah kira)

July 26th, 2004

06:14 pm

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booooorrrrrrreeeeeeeedddddd
oh my lord i have never been so bored in my life! i did absolutely nothing all day. it took me the whole entire day to unpack all the shit in my trunk, not including my clothes. i have nowhere to put anything! so i had to spend the whole day like stuffing things in places so my room looks neat for my anal mother. i really hate cleaning, it makes me have such bad ADD. its so boring and pointless and dumb. i cant stand it.

i havent seen any of my friends yet, im in an anti-social phase. im really bored and i dont do anything, but at the same time i dont want to take the energy to like have fun and hang out with people. that doesnt really make sense, but whatever.

last night someone imed me and was like "you're the one that looks like hilary duff right?" and it turned out to be tyler, biancas tyler, mr. bubushkin. haha. it was pretty funny.

ok i must find some plans for tonight before i die of overdose of the familia.

i love and miss you all sooooooooooooo much you dont even know.

xo whit

Current Mood: tired

July 25th, 2004

11:10 pm

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im home!
so i camp home from sunny camp chinqueka yesturday. i miss it soo much already! my mom has already jumped right back into nagging me and i am sooo not looking forward to a whole week home in greenwich. oh my goodness i think i just might die. it was nice to sleep and shower and use a nice good smelling bathroom. i also got a much needed pedicure! thank god. i thought my toes were permanantly brown! linley came back from oregon today so hopefully we will be able to hang out. i decided i need to become a smoker so i can lose weight. i know i wont since im 15 and not that stupid, but its really tempting.
im really excited that sooo many camp people have live journals! this is going to be very efficiant for staying updated on multiple peoples lives. if i could only figure out how to work it, that would be really nice. i want to post pictures and stuff! i still havent gotten my three remaining cameras developed, or taken up my trunk, which even empty is too heavy to carry upstairs! haha. yeah thats where big tom comes in. ALM when you come to maine (which you must) you have to call him tom! its a requirement! haha. i miss you all so much!!!!! i will be sending emails later this week!

Current Mood: bored
Current Music: commercials

June 25th, 2004

11:21 pm

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im in Carmel
Hello everyone... today i am at kiras for her and linsays bday party! it was very fun. lots of cool people. yeah we had a nice time. ok anyways... ihad afunny convo with kiras mom. i love julie shes so funny. ok well she was talking about koji and his add and how he lost weight blah blah and she said i could have his adderal, but i think she was not serious. but i was. i want it. im going to steal it. haha. no i cant. idn. anywaysssssss. kris still didnt email me back about camp. im fucking pissed. this better fucking work or im gonna cry. i want to be in the cabin with amanda and bianca and molly and mary and nicole and nasha! in cabin 14! its our last fucking year and its going to be awesome no matteer how hard susie smelly bitch ass nirshil (idn) has to do with it. i am mad at her. very very mad. well tomrrow im going to be very stressed cuz i have to pack everyyyyyyyyyything. oh lordy. i g2g people are here. i love you! xoxo whit

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June 23rd, 2004

04:21 pm

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soo sad
i hate my life. this is just sooooooo fucking typical of my life. alll my friends in one place, and me in another, because someone doesnt like me and nasha. for some reason! even though i like her and never did anything that she shouldnt like me for. unless its aabout mike. but thats not even my fault. omg im going to cry im so upset.

June 22nd, 2004

02:25 pm

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CHINQUEKA
i caaaaaaaaaaaaant wait any fucking longer. i want to cry. just get me out of this town and take me to camp. yet i havent even started packing yet, cuzzz im using kiras trunk. yay. its huge its gonna be great. i feel like im going to forget thinggs for camp this year. i always do. but then i get packages. yay. i want packages! you ppl better email me or sommmething. camper@chinqueka.com subject: whitney clark. write it downnn!! thank you
Today i had my world themes exam, i think i did pretty well, it was easy and i actually studied! i studied for 2 hours! i was soooo incredibally proud you have noooo idea. i dont study, im not a very good student. but next year im going to improve majorly.
today i also went to the post office to get my passport renewed so i can go to honduras in august. but it was very bad because i get there and first id ont have my social security # or my cell phone, so i had to borrow this cute spanish guys phone, and thennn i waited in line for like 45 minutes, thennnnn the lady was liike "do you have your old passport" and my goes "oh shit" sooo we turned around and went home.
im exausted i keep yawning, and its rainy and gross and loud.
i have a bio exam tomorrow. should i study. no. haha. whats with the periods.
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love it

June 21st, 2004

03:01 pm

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first day of exams!!
Today was my first day of exams, i had english and spanish. spanish was ok, but i know i didnt do as well as i could of if i had studied. but oh well. english sucked, i didnt even finish it. i need to get diagnosed with ADD so i can get extra time on my tests, cuz literally sometimes i sit during tests and just stare cuz i dont remember my thoughts. its bad. idn maybe im just a retard haha. and tomorrow i have world themes, which im going to fail, and i dont care. im not in school mode, im in camp mode! yes! camp, that is where i want to be, not here studying. grrr.
Today i also got my passport picture done. its terrible and then i had to pay like 27 dollars for mine and haleys. but i only had 22 dollars, soooo the cute guy at the desk gave them to me for 22 for a little something in return. jk jk he was just nice. haha. that was a nice little story wasnt it?? hmmm to study or to continue rambling on... or neither. i'm not gonna study but i'll save you all the torture and stop talking now. ok byeeeeeeeee

June 20th, 2004

05:34 pm

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ok my last entry was really negative i realized after i read it. haha. but im good now. i reluctantly (vocab word) did a little studying... but not too much. i need to start doing better in school. next year i will i promise. oh and about my user name, im not a freak lol, bianca made it. and i love her and its funny! ew tonight we have to go to fathers day dinner at gcc (greenwich country club). i dont want to go because belonging there just makes our family the epitamy of a greenwich family. i dont know what epitamy means, but ithink it makes sense. idn. but everyone at GCC is so greenwichy and stuck up, and i hope our family isnt precieved that way. anywayssss i have to go back to vocab now. wow im so good!!

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10:57 am

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MY FIRST ENTRY
Hello everyone... not that anyone reads this... but amanda might. haha. ok anyways this is my first entry because bianca is a busy busy girl and i never knew what my username was. but thanx so much bianca ilooovoe youU!! well today i went to coinstar with all the coins that i stole from my family and guess how much money i got, 151 dollars! yeah isnt that cool. so now i can buy kira a nice present, and get myself some nice stuff. its fathers day, i havnet gotten my dad anything... ohwell. i got him a 99 cent card. yay. welllllll one week until camp. oh my holy jesus i cant wait. but i havent gone camp shopping yet cuz my mom is a biatch! yes i hate her. bitch bitch bitch. andd she bought me extra large sized sofees! she is such a bitch. she tells me im fat. yeah i looooooooooove her. ok welllll i sorta have to study for the five exams i have this week. im soooo not prepared, nor do i care at all. im a faiiiiiiiiiilure. i love it. amanda you better post something!!

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June 17th, 2004

05:29 am

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bianca is so cool.